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December 20 .+.: ♥ Miss me =P ? ♥:.+.Hey ..
Sup guys ? I know it's been a long time since I wrote in ma space , coz I was busy with school & stuff .. I will not get online 4 couple of weeks coz there is a prob with my pc .. Byes .+.: ♥ נαzz ♥:.+. November 06 X[♥]X Thank God X[♥]X
October 31 ::★ How To Make Someone Fall In Love With You ★::
★ Lock them in your closet, and tell yourself; "they want to be here, they just don't realize it yet" ★ ★ Negotiate an acceptable exchange price ★ ★ Annoy them enough about it so that they have no choice ★ ★ Help them do something they want to do, but cannot, or would not without your help ★ ★ Kill everyone else ★ ★ Talk to them in French ★ ★ Set their house on fire and heroically save them ★ ★ Make yourself irresistible ★ ★ Buy them a puppy ★ ★ Imitate and practice doing everything they do exactly the same, tell them you're a match made in heaven ★ ★ Run up and grasp them fervently whenever you see them ★ ★ Run up and grasp someone else whenever you see them to make them jealous ★ ★ Conquer a small country in their name ★ ★ Take them in your arms and live happily ever after ★ October 28 ★ Random Thoughts ★
High Class Ghetto Ass Bangin Style Sexy Smile Luscious Thighs Candy Eyes Tempting Lips Killa Kiss So Wave Goodbye And Blow A Kiss Cuz Baby You Can't Handle This
When will it be me ? When will I be the one somebody is dreaming of !
I Hate U
October 27 It's funny that I thought you cared .. Doodling ...
I dunno what happened ! October 25 Hey ^;^Well it's early in the morning , I'm up to study for the Biology quiz ..
I dunno what kind of studying it is coz I'm studying while I'm surfing and chatting with my mates , anyways at least I'm studying ^_^ .. Hey guys check out this poem it touched a part of my heart !_!
 º I've always wondered º
º what would it feel like º º to be with you forever º º I don't even know º º are you worth it or not º º I know theres so much º º a ton of things º º just sneaking behind my back º º I'm not saying with a girl º º or with drugs º º I know it's something º º because I'm not stupid º º I don't want my life waisted º º but the fact is º º the way I feel º º is not in love with you º º there is so much confusion º º that I don't know what to do º º but keep myself straight º º I have to keep myself strong º º I'm not saying º º I don't want to be with you º º but I am saying I don't know º º I don't know what to do º º all I know is º º I don't want to be takin as a fool º º because that I'm not º º but what more can I do but sit here º º and wonder º º what's happening in my life º º and where is it going? º xoxo
25\10\2005
^_^ October 20 A cute poem =P !
ºBig dreamsº ºStupid fightsº ºSleepy daysº ºEndless nightsº ºBroken heartsº ºMascara tearsº ºCell phone billsº ºReport card fearsº ºClothes too tightº ºShoes so highº ºOut past curfewº ºAnother lieº ºEyeshadow colorº ºMidnight blackº ºLip gloss flavorº ºCherry Attackº ºBelts with starsº ºBoys with carsº ºActing Stupidº ºActing Queerº ºThese are the stages ofº ºTeenage Years!º I was Lost .. I Love U October 10 Do U Ever ||?||Do you ever get that feeling ||?||
that nobody cares .. A room full of people but nobody can hear your \\pain// , you keep on screaming but nobody hear your voice .. Sometimes I wonder where did you go !! , my =LOVE= .. You left me all alone in a city full of dead people where no one care , no one is there to give me a shoulder to cry on .. My friends keep on asking me what's wrong <?> I simply smile and say nothing I'm fine , but deep inside I'm shattered into small pieces , because once you said you loved me , you'll never leave me and that's what was so untrue =( .. I guess it wasn't meant to be !
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October 07 Oh My God !Hey ..
 It's been a long time since I wrote in my space , coz I was a bit busy those days ..
School is killin' me , I can't wait to finish this damn year .. Let's stop talking 'bout school , Hmm well today was fun I hang out with my cousins and we talked alot 'bout ghosts and stuff and now I can't sleep
 L0L .. I know that it sounds stupid but I do believe in ghosts .. OMG I feel like if I mentioned the word ghost one more time it will appear in my room  .. Now I'm gonna study for the Math quiz coz if I dont our teacher might kill me , and seeing her face for 1 hour each day in school is killin' me man she's so mean and I hate her  .. Well I love studying new things but I hate it if I was forced to do it ya know what I mean !! Blah, blah and blah September 02 Emptiness !! Look into my eyes Tell me what you believe Just try. Maybe this isn't | all | you see. Behind these lying eyes. Behind this s m i l e even I don't recognize. Inside, there is *emptiness* But why ? The reason is You are not right here with me And by my side How did it all turn out like this ? It's just, what won't come true is my wish to be forever with you. September 01 28 ωαуѕ тσ мαкє α gιяℓ тяυℓу ѕмιℓє!
28 ωαуѕ тσ мαкє α gιяℓ тяυℓу ѕмιℓє! 1. тєℓℓ нєя ѕнєѕ вєαυтιfυℓ иσт fιиє, нσт, σя ѕєχу! 2. нσℓ∂ нєя нαи∂ αт αиу мσмєит єνєи ιf ιтѕ נυѕт fσя α ѕє¢σи∂! 3. кιѕѕ нєя σи тнє fσянєα∂! 4. ℓєανє нєя νσι¢є мєѕѕαgєѕ тσ ωαкє нєя υρ! 5. αℓωαуѕ тєℓℓ нєя уσυ ℓσνє нєя αт αиу αи∂ αℓℓ тιмєѕ! 6. ωнєи ѕнє ιѕ υρѕєт нσℓ∂ нєя тιgнт αи∂ тєℓℓ нєя нσω мυ¢н уσυ ℓσνє нєя! 7.яє¢σgиιzє тнє ѕмαℓℓ тнιиgѕ...... тнєу υѕυαℓℓу мєαи тнє мσѕт! 8. ¢αℓℓ нєя ѕωєєтιє! (иσт вαву)! 9. ѕιиg тσ нєя иσ мαттєя нσω нσяяιвℓє уσυя νσι¢є ιѕ! 10. ρι¢к нєя σνєя αℓℓ тнє σтнєя gιяℓѕ уσυ нαиg συт ωιтн! 11. ωяιтє нєя иσтєѕ! (ѕнє ℓσνєѕ тнєм)! 12. ιитяσ∂υ¢є нєя тσ уσυя fαмιℓу αи∂ fяιєи∂ѕ αѕ уσυя gιяℓfяιєи∂! 13. ρℓαу ωιтн нєя нαιя! 14. ρι¢к нєя υρ, тι¢кℓє нєя αи∂ ρℓαу ωяєѕтℓє ωιтн нєя! 15. ѕιт ιи тнє ραяк αи∂ נυѕт тαℓк тσ нєя! 16. тєℓℓ нєя fυииу נσкєѕ, тєℓℓ нєя ѕтυρι∂ נσкєѕ, נυѕт тєℓℓ нєя נσкєѕ! 17. тняσω ρєввℓєѕ αт нєя ωιи∂ω ιи тнє мι∂∂ℓє σf тнє иιgнт вє¢αυѕє уσυ мιѕѕ нєя! 18. ℓєт нєя fαℓℓ αѕℓєєρ ιи уσυя αямѕ! 19. ¢αяνє уσυя иαмєѕ ιитσ α тяєє! 20. ιf ѕнєѕ мα∂ αт уσυ, кιѕѕ нєя! 21. gινє нєя ριggувα¢к яι∂єѕ! 22. вяιиg нєя fℓσωєяѕ נυѕт вє¢αυѕє! 23. тяєαт нєя тнє ѕαмє αяσυи∂ уσυя fяιєи∂ѕ αѕ уσυ ωσυℓ∂ ιf уσυ ωєяє αℓσиє! 24.ℓσσк нєя ιи тнє єуєѕ αи∂ ѕмιℓє! 25. ℓєт нєя тαкє αѕ мαиу ρι¢тυяєѕ ιf уσυ αѕ ѕнє ωαитѕ! 26. ѕℓσω ∂αи¢є ωιтн нєя єνєи ιf тнєιя ιѕит αиу мυѕι¢ ρℓαуιиg! 27. кιѕѕ нєя ιи тнє яαιи! (мα∂ вυт уєαн)! 28. ιf уσυя ιи ℓσνє ωιтн нєя......тєℓℓ нєя!
August 31 I'm Moving On !! You told me you loved me a million times That you would care for me forever But it came to be that your words were all lies I should have been more clever. The times we spent together are times I wanted to cherish In my heart for eternity But now that you’re gone, I want them to perish I’ll try to live alone in serenity. I couldn’t have been more stupid to think that we’d last After knowing I wasn’t your first choice But neither did I think it would end so fast Now all I hear in my head is your voice. I never once took for granted that you’ve been hurt before I only tried to see you through I was there for you so you wouldn’t get hurt any more But you couldn’t be there for me too. I still miss having you here, having you around me And the way you held me in your arms The way you said my name, how you talked to me so sweetly And the way you charmed me with your charms. I will always miss your jokes, your silliness, And especially the way you smiled Knowing you’d be there everyday brought me happiness And just looking at you drove me wild. But now everyday brings me despair and sorrow For we are no longer together I’ll just have to hope for a better tomorrow And this time, it’s goodbye forever. ѕнαттєяє∂ ριє¢єѕ Inside my sleeve, I pull out my heart, handing it to you, "careful it's fragile, and easily falls apart." Extending your arms, you take the heart in your tender warm hands. It falls into a million shattered pieces - on the floor it lands. You begin to bend down to pick it up, sorrow and sadness in your eyes. Apologies are not enough. Looking at you with tears in my eyes, I ask you not to pick up the pieces of a heart that has fallen apart. I am the one who needs to pick up the pieces of my shattered heart - one by one, piece by piece. I need to put it together again, some how. some way. Each piece of my heart has a memory so true. Each piece of my heart has part of you. You are the one who is leaving to start a new lease on life. I'll just be here on my knees picking up the pieces of a heart that feels like it's being pierced with a knife. All my tears won't keep you near All my tears won't mend what's not here. Again I look at you with a whisper in my voice, The only way my heart will mend and finally be complete, is if you and I can come together without being discreet. You see, what we have here and today, helps me face the world, with a love for you that gives a glow - but now, my darling, you made a choice. My heart is on this floor, shattered and broke. With each piece I pick up - I need to learn to let go. August 29 Movie !!Hey ..
Yesterday wasn't that much boring .. I had fun , I went with my sisters to the cinema to watch a movie .. We watched " Wedding crashers " man I laughed my ass out , you gotta watch it guys , you'll like it , trust me you will
 ..  Byes
xoxo
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August 27 School !!Hey ..
School starts at 10 Sep .. I'm kinda happy and scared at the same time .. It's my last year at school , hope everything goes right .. I miss my friends hope to see them soon and gosh even though I get mad at them coz sometimes they dont call me I love them so much xoxo *(^,^)* Messy August 26 Alone ..Nobody Is what I see
Fear Is what I feel
Nothing Is what I touch
The wind Is all I hear
Alone Is what I am To My Best Friend " Rose " !!
As I look down the hall, Day after day goes by, It is unbearable to see, I know our friendship, I hope you miss me, My heart is torn, But I beg of you, Luv Ya xoxo August 25 A poem .. You meant so much to all of us You were special and that's no lie You brightened up the darkest day And the cloudiest sky Your smile alone warmed hearts Your laugh was like music to hear I would give absolutely anything To have you well and standing near Not a second passes When you're not on our minds Your love we will never forget The hurt will ease in time Many tears I have seen and cried They have all poured out like rain I know that you are happy now And no longer in any pain ...Hello
I hate my life
 The end August 24 Where did life go !! Hate, Pain, Suffering
Why is it so close to home We battle with ourselves to make the one thing we wished we never would become seem worth the hurt You can fight this battle on your own Death, Tragedy, Sorrow What have we done to deserve these fears We pick away at each others insecurities to make ourselves feel good About something that is so bad I’ve more than cried a thousand tears Life, Joy, Trust We destroyed the love We certainly destroyed ourselves All for the certainty That we can’t control our lives I’ll suffer ‘til the day I die Be thankful ..Thankful
Be thankful that you don't already have everything you desire. If you did, what would there be to look forward to Be thankful when you don't know something, for it gives you the opportunity to learn Be thankful for the difficult times. During those times you grow Be thankful for your limitations, because they give you opportunities for improvement Be thankful for your mistakes. They will teach you valuable lessons Be thankful when you're tired and weary, because it means you've made a difference It's easy to be thankful for the good things A life of rich fulfillment comes to those who are also thankful for the setbacks Find a way to be thankful for your troubles, and they can become your blessings August 10 Am I alnoe ?I get a funny feeling,
it comes from deep inside. I get all mad and angry, wanting to go and hide. My doctor calls it depression, my dad says it's just me. But the thoughts and feelings, no one will ever be able to see. Some say I'm psycho, some say I'm just weird. It's like I'm a different person, and the old me just disappeared. I get really edgy, I want to commit suicide real bad. Then I get a headache, followed by feeling sad. I wish I could get help, I wish it would go away. Maybe if I keep praying real hard, it will some day. I loved this poem , it really describes how I feel right now =( !!
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.. I wish that all my dreams come true but I wont just hold on a dream that wont come true .. Luv ya all 
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